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Saturday, May 7, 2011

kenapa Ayoko?


Banyak orang tanya, kenapa Ayoko? Laili tu memg org taw lah nama aku.. erm..act ade cite disebalik nama 2..its not that aku memg minat anime jepun or yg berkaitan dengan jepun.

tapi name Ayoko tu is a character dlm novel yg aku pernah baca mase aku form 3..lame gle kan?mase mude2 dlu... tajuk novel tu is 'Namaku Ayoko'. act ak pn xtaw asal dlm byk2 novel yg aku pernah baca, novel ni gak yang melekat...myb the storyline kot yang best..ntah la...

cite 2 act pasal journey seorg pmpuan yg beragama kristian untuk convert islam. memang byk gle obstacles..serius best...its not only about love but the sacrifice Ayoko 2 dlm memeluk agama islam.. finally die dapat gak convert islam even die dibuang oleh family die sendiri....so cite die memg bg huge impact kat diri aku...

motif dan tujuan blog ini dibuat

aku blaja buat blog ni tahun lepas.. baru lagi beb..sebab nye bile aku amik elekif online journ subjek tu, sume org kene wat blog..memang menganga la aku...x pernah terlintas langsung aku nak wat blog..xminat act.lgpun aku x pandai la nak menulis.. bahasa pun berterabur..da 2, die lect aku ckp kalo x buat,hilang 15%..sebab tu lah the main reason aku wat blog....tapi bile lelama rase cam ok lak...tp masalhnye aku xpandai nak hias lawa2..hehe...2 yang cam unarrange 2..ok,2 je la...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

CiNta PeRtaMa

ok sebenarnya arini aku rasa nak tulis something. berkaitan dengan pengalaman aku sendiri. kisah benar yang aku rasa tak semua orang alami..macam dalam novel..kisah ni terjadi masa aku part4 lebey kurang 2 tahun lps. masa 2 aku std kt uitm lendu, melaka. ari jumaat pagi tu, aku decide nak balik kl sebab da 2 minggu aku xbalik rumah lagipun alang-alang da xde clas 2, better ak balik umah.tapi yang bestnya aku xcukup tdo sebab wat keje eco, assignment die memang aku cakap terbaiknye banyak,,bukan sikit2 tapi ambek ko satu buku kot kene salin balik..tyme tu ak memang sayang gle r dengan lect ak 2 sebab bg kitorang asgment nie..dengan mata yang memang mengantuk aku tdo kol 5 then bangun kul 8, imagine r sape yang x bengkak biji mata kalo tdo 3 jam je..bukan mate je bengkak tangan pon da nak patah, tinggal sikit lagi je tu nak patahnye.. so, nak dijadikan cte ak memang xbeli tiket bus, so gamble je la.ad ke xde tiket balakng kire.. perghh nasib ade sebab aku rase aku beli pagi kot, tu yang ada tapi kalo beli petang jgn nak berangan nak gamble memg jawapan die memg mengecewakan.gudbye la jawabnya. masa 2 aku beli tiket bas maraliner nek kol 10.15. hebat kan aku,siap ley igt masa dan ketika...ermmm...mestilah peristiwa yang aku akn igt sampai bebile...then bile bas sampai je,aku terus r nek..confirm la aku cari seat yg kosong area belakang2 sebab bhg depan da full.harapan aku satu je, nak tdo dalam bas je sebab mata aku ni nak rabak da..aku ni tabiat nak bg tdo senang je bagi aku baca ape2 lagi lak novel confirm tdo beb..so, ak awl2 lg da standby novel...lagipun aku memg minat novel..tajuk die memg romantik...'cinta pertama'. ni first time act ak baca novel ni sebab xpenah baca n rumet aku beria soh baca,,die kata best..so, ak pn baca la novel 2..baru aku nak baca tetibe mak cik duk sebelah seat belah kanan aku dok usha macam nak makan aku..aku xtaw pe masalah mak cik ni aku pon wat bodo suda..malas nak layan..ntah ape tah yang die pikir...malas nak layan..penat+ngantok lg.. pastu yang bestnye sedang aku dok khusyuk baca novel ni mak cik ni ley maki aku n cakap aku gile...ok..itu ape?kalo korang jadi aku korang wat ape...confirm seriau beb..pastu makcik ni jerit2 mara aku ckp aku pelacur sume..haishhh...memang gile...tapi pakaian sumpah xgle beb...die pakai tudung labuh n jubah...ok itu ape?leh lak pastu die tunjuk arah aku sambil jeling2 bagi satu bas dengar die memang hot dgn aku masa 2...uish mak cik c'mon r...memang aku penah jadi madu ko la sampai ko nak maki bagai cani....(dalam hati)...tapi sumpah, aku xpenah kenal makcik ni lagi plak nak cari psal.satu je aku pikir makcik ni confirm gle..cara die pandang aku memang macam nak telan..perghhhh takut siott...yang peliknye aim aku sorang...pandai die cari sasaran..aku pun memang terus celik x ngantuk2 seharian tu.masa mak cik ni tgh maki aku, ade la couple depan aku ni cakap dengn aku jgn layan mak cik ni, maybe gile kot..makin lama makin kuat makin takut aku dibuatnye. aku pun terus tutup novel tadi, usha line kat belakng clear ke tak psal nak tukar seat r pe lg... kalo x dicekik maybe kene parang je la kot..tapi yang bestnye kat balang2 aku sume laki n wat bodo je..memg xde ciri2 hero lagsung..padahal sikit punya takut muka aku mase 2 dorang ley wat relax..tara......naseb baek ade mamat ni pandang aku pastu suruh ak duduk sebelah die. tapi port mamat ni memang cun r sebab seat die betul2 blakang mak cik ni tadi.. memang sengaja aku nak menempah maut agaknya..tapi nak xnak aku pon tuka r tmpat tyme mak cik ni tgh maki pandang tingkap. disaat itu lah detik2 perkenalan aku dan sidia...yang bestnye kitorang leh sempat berkenalan lak time 2..erm...die ok aku menjawab saja pertanyaan die..setiap benda yang aku cakap mesti mamat ni gelak..tapi sumpah aku x rase pon aku wat klakar..erm...tapi comel die gelak,akak suke..tengah kitorang galak bersembang, mak cik tadi leh pandang kitorg soh senyap..fuhhh selamat aku xde sakit jantung, kalo x memang selamat sampai da..aku memg terkejut la macm kne kejutan letrik. mamat ni sgt gentle bg aku pinjam mp3 die n soh aku tdo rehat...aduyaiii memg cair..tapi syangnye aku tolak sebab buatnye time aku tdo makcik ni wat pape memang naya aku..bek aku berjaga..lepas tu kitorang terlupa leh smbung balik bersembang beria. tetibe makcik ni bangun weh, pastu maki kitorang n yg paling wat aku suspen nye die cam nak cekik aku..disitulah terserlah gaya seorang hero..mamat ni leh bangun n sound makcik 2...owh...terpana aku sekejap..my saviour..tapi makcik ni lagi marah ade..keadaan semakin panik dlm bas tu mcm dlm drama..sume org tgk kitorang.mamat ni pun mls nak cte byk tros dudk balik. owh ye, act masa mak cik 2 nak cekik aku tu, ak telah membuat tindakan refleks iaitu memeluk mamat ni dengan sekuat hati..mamat ni memg nampak terkejut tapi coverline control macho..cool gle..die memang x rugi pape..tapi aku la..nak wat cane time tgh gawat..free free je..bile keadaan da redha, ak pon lepaskan pelukan tadi..cheewaah..ye la, gile nak lama2..n yg best nye for the second time masa 2 da nak smp serdang again mak cik ni bangun balik dari seat die n menuju ke arah aku..comfirm aku peluk lagi mamat tu..ari2 je 2x die dpt free2 je hug dr aku...memang la mak cik ni..malu kot aku..tapi kalo korang jadi aku confirm benda sama korg wat..sumpah mak cik 2 scary gle ok..so, ble da smp pudu ak kuar bas dengan pecut r pe lg sambil ditemani 'L' nickname mamat tu td.sumpah tinggi, tough n stylo..kitorang pon jalan bersma sampai kat star berpecah sebab die menuju ke laluan ampang aku lak sentul kot.x ingat sebab da lama x gune star. yg besnye die berhadapan dgn aku cume die nye laluan ke kiri aku lak ke kanan. tapi train aku smp dlu, so aku pon naik la dgn berat hatinye.. mamat ni pon senyum kat aku n lambai kat aku macam aku ni awek die pastu dengan muke sedih die tu memg wat aku frust r..asal la kitorg x bertukar no phone...mane taw leh aku blnje die mkn sebab jd hero aku hari tu..tapi 2 la...xde jodoh...begitulah kesudahan cite aku..serius this is my first love. sesuai la dgn tajuk novel aku bace 2 'cinta pertama'.so sweeeetttt.. but, guess what..tetibe aku jmp fb die n gamba die ngn awek die..frust..tp kisah aku 2 da 2 tahun lbey..fb ni aku br jumpe..ak xtaw la sama ada die ad terpikir pasal ak x..but he always remain in my memory..act byk yg kitorg bualkan..sgt comel...tp kalo ak cite kan memg x abes2 la kan..ni pon da berjela..so smapai kat cni sahaja okies fren......thanks 4 reading....luv yeah :P

'kau laksana bulan'

Pertama kali aku baca novel 'kau laksana bulan' hasil nukilan Aina Amir, aku dah tertarik.. sebenarnya aku ni memang pencinta novel, tapi untuk menghasilkan novel ni memang agak susah la..erm,, tapi bukan content novel ni yang aku nak ceritakan tapi pasal drama 'kau laksana bulan' yang terhasil daripada cetusan novel ni tadi la macam buku 'lagenda budak setan' yang difilemkan. Apa yang aku suka sangat pasal drama ni sebab sume pelakon dia memang sangat berbakat especially Ayu Raudhah n Zulhuzaimy ni. Aku sebenarnye memang minat gile kat mamat ni tapi tu la die ni sape aku ni sape lak kan??memang berangan boleh la.. tapi tu la since aku tengok drama ni aku dah jatuh chenta lak kat si Zulhuzaimy ni.Nampak tak yang lakonan die memang superb beb sebab aku rasa cair lak dengan watak dia dalam drama ni...alaahaii...x tdo la aku dibuatnya mimpikan superhero aku ni..tapi yang bestnya Ayu Raudhah ni..die ni memang cantik in person sebab aku penah jumpa die, gile cun n comel..tahniah zaquan dapat bini cun..ok la act 2 je yang nak dituliskan pun sebab seriously im in love dengan Zul..hahaha...tetibe rasa gedik lak...ok la...byeee

Monday, October 11, 2010

Television Violence: A Review of the Effects on Children of Different Ages

Children of different ages watch and understand television in different ways, depending on the length of their attention spans, the ways in which they process information, the amount of mental effort they invest, and their own life experiences. These variables must all be examined to gain an understanding of how television violence affects them.

Infants (children up to 18 months old) can pay attention to an operating television set for short periods of time, but the attention demands a great effort and infants are usually more interested in their own activities. Even when they do pay attention to the television, infants likely miss most of what adults consider to be program content. They experience it primarily as fragmented displays of light and sound, which they are only intermittently able to group into meaningful combinations such as recognizable human or animal characters.

No research has focused specifically on how violent content affects infants, but there is some evidence that infants can imitate behaviour from television when that behaviour is presented in a simple, uncluttered and instructional manner.

Children do not become full-fledged "viewers" until around the age of two-and-a-half. As toddlers, they begin to pay more attention to the television set when it is on, and they develop a limited ability to extract meaning from television content. They are likely to imitate what they see and hear on television.

The viewing patterns children establish as toddlers will influence their viewing habits throughout their lives. Since toddlers have a strong preference for cartoons and other programs that have characters who move fast, there is considerable likelihood that they will be exposed to large amounts of violence.

At the preschool age (three to five years old), children begin watching television with an "exploration" approach. They actively search for meaning in the content, but are still especially attracted to vivid production features, such as rapid character movement, rapid changes of scene, and intense or unexpected sights and sounds.

Because television violence is accompanied by vivid production features, preschoolers are predisposed to seek out and pay attention to violence—particularly cartoon violence. It is not the violence itself that makes the cartoons attractive to preschoolers, but the accompanying vivid production features. With this preference for cartoons, preschoolers are being exposed to a large number of violent acts in their viewing day. Moreover, they are unlikely to be able to put the violence in context, since they are likely to miss any subtlety conveyed mitigating information concerning motivation and consequences. Preschoolers behave more aggressively than usual in their play after watching any high-action exciting television content, but especially after watching violent television.

Elementary school age (ages six to eleven) is considered a critical period for understanding the effects of television on aggression. At this stage, children develop the attention span and cognitive ability to follow continuous plots, to make inferences about implicit content, and to recognize motivations and consequences to characters' actions. However, they are also investing increasingly less mental effort overall in their viewing, and it is mental effort that determines whether children will process television information deeply or merely react to it in an unfocused, superficial way.

By age eight, children are more likely to be sensitive to important moderating influences of television content, and will not become more aggressive themselves if the violence they see is portrayed as evil, as causing human suffering, or as resulting in punishment or disapproval. However, they are especially likely to show increased aggression from watching violent television if they believe the violence reflects real life, if they identify with a violent hero (as boys often do), or if they engage in aggressive fantasies.

At ages 6 to 11, elementary school children still watch cartoons but also begin watching more adult or family-oriented programming than they did when they were younger. They also develop a surprising taste for horror movies, perhaps deliberately scaring themselves in an attempt to overcome their own fears. However, to the extent that they are desensitizing themselves to fear and violence, they are also very likely becoming more tolerant of violence in the real world.

During adolescence (age 12 to 17), the middle school to high school years, children become capable of high levels of abstract thought and reasoning, although they rarely use these abilities when watching television, continuing to invest little mental effort. They watch less television than they did when they were younger, and watch less with their families. Their interests at this age tend to revolve around independence, sex and romance, and they develop a preference for music videos, horror movies, and (boys particularly) pornographic videos, which deal with these topics, although usually in negative ways.

Adolescents in middle school and high school are much more likely than younger children to doubt the reality of television content and much less likely to identify with television characters. The small percentage of those who continue to believe in the reality of television and to identify with its violent heroes are the ones likely to be more aggressive, especially if they continue to fantasize about aggressive-heroic themes.

Their superior abstract reasoning abilities and their tendency at this age to challenge conventional authority make adolescents particularly susceptible to imitating some kinds of television violence, crime and portrayals of suicide. However, these imitative acts affect only a small percentage of adolescents.

In a world in which violent television is pervasive and children are susceptible to its effects, parents are the best mediators of their children's viewing.

There are a number of ways parents can limit their children's exposure to violence. Restricting the amount and types of programs children watch is probably the most effective and common means of mediation for children of all ages. However, there are also strategies that are specifically appropriate for children at different ages.

Under normal conditions, parents probably do not need to worry too much about their infants being negatively influenced by television, although they might want to limit their exposure to violence or other portrayals it might be dangerous for an infant to imitate.

Limiting exposure to this kind of TV content is especially wise with toddlers, who are even more prone to imitating what they see on television. Another highly influential action parents can take for toddlers is to examine and regulate their own viewing behaviour, since toddlers are highly influenced by their parents' viewing habits.

Parental mediation to reduce a preschooler's aggression (as well as fears from what they see on television) can include viewing with the child, commenting on content, providing distraction or comfort if the child is frightened, and encouraging or discouraging behaviour they see preschoolers imitating from television.

While restricting viewing is an effective form of parental mediation for younger elementary school aged children, for older children it is more useful for parents to discuss, explain, and challenge television. By doing so, parents can help their children to interpret television material and overcome the effect televised violence has on their attitudes and behaviour. Another positive effect of these strategies is that children invest more mental effort in their watching, becoming more critical and analytical viewers.

Encouraging adolescents to express their opinions and to analyze and question television content is a parental strategy that has been found to reduce adolescents' fears and aggressiveness, as well as to improve their critical approach to the medium.

There is an unfortunate lack of non-violent educational and entertaining programming specifically geared to children. It would not be a difficult challenge to come up with non-violent programming, since it is not the violence itself that attracts viewers. The television industry would do well to create programming specifically aimed at child audiences, taking into account the various approaches to watching television and the interests of each age group.

Although toddlers do not understand a great deal of program content, creating educational programming using such features as animation, children's or women's voices on the sound track, and simplified movements and camera work will likely win them as loyal viewers. A habit of watching educational programs (as opposed to cartoons) will reduce their exposure to violent content and make it more likely that they will watch and benefit from educational television later on, as preschoolers.

For preschoolers, effective programming would include the use of vivid production features and "child-directed speech" (simple sentences spoken slowly, referring to objects that are actually being shown on the screen, and with repetition). These features will improve their attention and understanding and can be used to highlight important features of program content, such as critical plot events.

The elementary school-aged audience has been called the "almost forgotten group" when it comes to targeted programming. Such programming could easily avoid violence, since children at this age are still more attracted to variability and tempo than to violence. Although boys, particularly, seek out male heroes who tend to be violent, it is actually the hero's power (not the violence) that is the attraction. Strong, yet positive, counterstereotypical television characters could be created to fit the bill, since these have proven to equally attract their interest, as effectively as violent heroes.

Programming for adolescents should avoid promoting rape myths and portraying violent behaviour that promises fun, "kicks," or instant notoriety. It might lessen the number of horror and pornographic videos that adolescents watch if television programming were provided that addresses their particular needs and interests.

It is certainly true that television violence does not account for all the causes of children's aggression, and it is also true that some children are a great deal more likely to be affected by television violence than others, and that it is these children who are likely to be potentially more aggressive anyway. But the effect of television violence leads these "at-risk" children to be even more aggressive than they would otherwise be. And although the group especially at risk might be a minority of viewers, they are likely to be the majority of aggressors. This fact makes them, and the violent content of television, worthy of our attention.

Jenayah: 6 pelajar di Perlis ditahan setiap bulan




Purata enam pelajar di Perlis ditahan setiap bulan kerana terbabit dalam pelbagai kegiatan jenayah bagi tempoh Januari hingga Ogos tahun ini.

Ketua Polis negeri Datuk Ghazali Mohd Amin berkata angka itu berdasarkan jumlah 49 orang yang ditahan setakat ini atas pelbagai kesalahan termasuk terbabit dalam kegiatan mencuri motosikal.

Bercakap kepada pemberita di sini hari ini, Ghazali berkata mereka yang terbabit dalam kegiatan mencuri motosikal itu tidak menyertai mana-mana kumpulan sebaliknya bergerak secara bersendirian sebelum menjual motosikal terbabit kepada sindiket.

Mereka katanya, akan menunggang motosikal yang dicuri sehingga ke Sik, Kedah untuk dijual kepada anggota satu sindiket yang kemudian mengubah suai motosikal itu sebelum dijual pula kepada warga asing yang bekerja di ladang getah sekitar Kedah dan Perlis.

Modus operandi mereka terbongkar selepas tumpasnya satu sindiket yang diketuai seorang wanita berusia 51 tahun pada 28 Ogos lepas, katanya.

Beliau berkata wanita itu bersama tiga lelaki ditahan di sebuah kebun getah di Sik dan hasil pemeriksaan ke atas sarang sindiket, polis menemui 15 motosikal curi dan percaya dapat menyelesaikan beberapa kes kecurian motosikal di Perlis.

Kesalahan lain membabitkan pelajar berkenaan ialah mencuri dalam bangunan, mencuri pada siang hari serta merogol, katanya.

Ghazali sebelum itu mengetuai skuad Blue Thunder Riders Club yang disertai 40 pegawai dan anggota Polis Diraja Malaysia (PDRM) Perlis melakukan tinjauan cegah jenayah di lima lokasi sekitar negeri iaitu di Kuala Perlis, Padang Besar, Kangar, Beseri, Mata Ayer dan Arau.


Kes Pembunuhan kanak-kanak berusia 3 tahun yang membabitkan warga Sudan.

Kes bunuh kanak-kanak berusia 3 tahun, Aaliyah Ayman Hussin Abdullah yang dilaporkan oleh media tempatan pada Oktober tahun lepas masih lagi dalam perbicaraan. Ringkasan serba sedikit mengenai kes tersebut ialah seorang wanita rakyat tempatan bersama teman lelakinya warga Sudan berdepan dengan tuduhan membunuh anak perempuan wanita itu yang meninggal dunia disyaki akibat didera teruk di sebuah kondominium di Cheras antara jam 7.30 dan 8.30 malam, 12 Oktober 2009.

Pasangan itu yang masing-masing berusia 24 tahun telah disoal siasat berhubung kesalahan mengikut Seksyen 302 Kanun Keseksaan yang membawa hukuman mati mandatori jika sabit kesalahan.Kedua-dua suspek itu ditangkap pada 14 oktober dan kes ini masih dalam perbicaraan.

Wanita itu yang bernama Ellina
Maulad Mahather dipercayai cuba menyembunyikan sebab kematian anaknya berusia tiga tahun itu dan pada mulanya dilaporkan memberitahu polis bahawa anaknya didera oleh pembantu rumah tetapi siasatan menunjukkan dia tidak pernah mempunyai pembantu rumah.

Mohd Sakaruddin berkata lelaki Sudan itu, Mohannad Taha memasuki negara ini menggunakan visa sebagai pelajar tetapi dia tidak menuntut di mana-mana institusi pengajian tinggi di negara ini.

Berhubung dengan kes pembunuhan tersebut, perbicaraan bersambung di Mahkamah Tinggi Shah Alam pada 1 Oktober 2010 jam 11.16 pagi dibawah kendalian Tuan Alfred.

Pegawai penyiasat, Asisten Supritendan (ASP) Mardina Saari, menyatakan tiada DNA yang mengesahkan Ellina adalah ibu kepada si mati, yang ada hanyalah surat beranak.

Ellina yang ditahan pada 14 oktober telah dibebaskan pada 22 Oktober 2009 iaitu semiggu selepas beliau dituduh bersubahat membunuh anaknya sendiri. Inspektor puan madinah telah mengambil kunci kondo ketika Ellina ditahan dan mendapati ada sukses kad dan pas masuk bersama dengan kunci tersebut. Beliau ada membuat catitan tentang kunci tersebut di dalam borang rampasan kunci.

Ketika penyiasatan, puan Mardina ada membuat sedikit temubual dengan jiran yang berdekatan dengan tempat kejadian, namun tiada sesiapa yang mengenali Ellina dan anaknya. Tetapi berdasarkan temubual bersama dengan seorang pengawal keselamatan iaitu Bala yang merangkap sebagai sekuriti supervisor yang juga bertugas di tempat kejadian ada menyatakan bahawa dia pernah ternampak Ellina dan suspek utama sebelum dan selepas kejadian. Namun begitu, puan Mardina tidak merekod sebarang temubual, hanyalah semata-mata temubual secara lisan kerana beliau merasakan hasil siasatan tersebut tidak membantu dan menyebabkan beliau tidak memfokuskan sebarang bentuk buktian.

Selain itu juga, puan Mardina ada membuat semakan rakaman cctv, seminggu sebelum kejadian dan mendapati ada imej mangsa bersama suspek utama sedang berdiri dan berjalan di pintu pagar di pondok hadapan kondo tersebut dan masuk semula dalam keadaan berdukung. Tetapi, beliau tidak menyimpan rakaman tersebut kerana merasakan ia bukan dalam keadaan yang mncurigakan. Disamping itu juga, beliau lebih memfokuskan siasatan pada hari kejadian iaitu pagi dan petang sehinggalah mangsa dibawa ke hospital.